I am so obsessed with my hair loss and hair in general. I am a teacher and last week we had our awards day. It was filmed. Yesterday I wanted to watch the video to check on how horrible and fake my wig looked. While watching the video I was not nearly as upset over the appearance of the wig as I was over the appearance of my dead, lifeless face. There was absolutely no expression in it; no light in my eyes. I look like a zombie. I look as dead on the outside as I feel on the inside because of this hair problem. I long to reach out to that woman (myself), take her in my arms and just hold her. No human being should have to endure the pain that this causes.