Just a little recap of my journey... I struggled with hair loss from 2012-2015. In 2015, my hair loss stopped and basically did a complete 180. My hair went back to baseline from before the hair loss ever started. Then in early 2017, it started again and has not stopped, despite my attempts at using the same treatments I assumed worked in 2015. I was definitely depressed during my first round of hair loss, but it was easy to brush it off back then. Mostly because I was single, so I wallowed in my depression while I was alone, and put on a happy face around friends and at work. Now, I have a long term boyfriend who lives with me. We met when my hair was doing very well. He has offered me a lot of support with my hair loss, but my depression is harder to sweep under the rug because I have someone to witness the change within me. He hasn't come out and said he's noticed a change in my personality, but I notice it and I feel a lot of guilt about not being the same happy person he started dating a year ago. I do online counseling, where I video chat with my counselor for 30 minutes once a week. It has helps to have someone to talk to, but it definitely hasn't been life changing or anything. In addition to being scared to take the leap to start medication, I also have crap insurance... it's basically a disaster plan, so I would pay a doctor's visit out of pocket. I don't even have a regular doctor. I feel stuck right now. Any suggestions?