I just can't take it anymore and don't know what to do. The left side of my head is about half gone and it just keeps coming out. My husband doesn't understand and just stares at me blankly when I try to talk about it. No one in my family really understands either. I'm a stay at home mom with a three year old and I hate for him to see me this way - I can't stop crying. I am feeling terribly lonely right now. No one understands that there is NOTHING I can do to stop this. If one more person give me advice that is rediculous I'm going to loose it. (Maybe you shouldn't color your hair - try rogaine - you just ned to relax...) I had a breast cancer scare in October (it wasn't) and a skin cancer scare in November (it was - early squamous cell). That's when this all started. I'm pretty sure it's what started this evil ball rolling. My hair is pretty long and I think I need to cut what is left of it to just below my chin or sto my shoulders to make it look fuller. And so there will be less long blonde hair all over the place. It's depressing to see it all over. What am I going to do if it all comes out? I can't get a wig quickly, can I? I'm going to have to tell people what's going on with me because it's becoming really obvious. I hate myself right now. This isn't fair to me or my family.