Hi ruthie! Girl, I am hanging in there! Like we all are. Thanks to ya'll, I am making it! Isn't it sad when you can't confide in family? They are supposed to be the ones that you lean on no matter what. But that simply isn't the case for most of us. I don't get mad at them for not really caring, because you can't control their actions. And I have enough on my plate just dealing with my own drama! But to know I can't walk up to my sister and cry on her shoulder or get sympathy without practically begging is just added stress. It gives me comfort to know that I am not that kind of person and would always be there for those that need me. Like ya'll! I wold rather be caring and compassioante and bald then a full haired jerk any day.